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The past few days, I've had a lot of instances where my mother feels like a random person I just met, or maybe even another type of being entirely, rather than the woman I've been living with all my life. I think it's because I've been so physically and mentally drained this week. Even though I've dissociated before, this is more uncomfortable than feeling like nothing is real. Things are mostly normal, but something feels different. Most specifically with my mother, although I've been feeling a similar feeling at school sometimes. Just a sudden sense that things are off...
Anyway, I'm glad Yori's coming to school tomorrow. Miss having her around. That makes me just a little excited about tomorrow. Can't particularly get excited for the group discussion I have at 8:15 am tomorrow. :P I don't really feel like looking up sources for it, but I need sources for tomorrow. I'm just so exhausted from school. As soon as I get back from school, I feel as tired as you usually do when you go to bed. Just absolutely exhausted from working hard at school. And then I still need to work on schoolwork at home after that... At least I was only at school from 12:15-5:30 pm today. Was supposed to be at school at 10:10 am, but then a class got cancelled. Could've slept more... But at least I played videogames for the first time in days! Made some progress in DOOM II and got some Fortnite challenges done. :] Can't wait for the weekend, though. The weather will be almost summer-like on Saturday, plus I'll be able to sleep more this weekend than I can during schooldays. Oh well... it's getting close to the weekend, luckily.
Anyway, I'm glad Yori's coming to school tomorrow. Miss having her around. That makes me just a little excited about tomorrow. Can't particularly get excited for the group discussion I have at 8:15 am tomorrow. :P I don't really feel like looking up sources for it, but I need sources for tomorrow. I'm just so exhausted from school. As soon as I get back from school, I feel as tired as you usually do when you go to bed. Just absolutely exhausted from working hard at school. And then I still need to work on schoolwork at home after that... At least I was only at school from 12:15-5:30 pm today. Was supposed to be at school at 10:10 am, but then a class got cancelled. Could've slept more... But at least I played videogames for the first time in days! Made some progress in DOOM II and got some Fortnite challenges done. :] Can't wait for the weekend, though. The weather will be almost summer-like on Saturday, plus I'll be able to sleep more this weekend than I can during schooldays. Oh well... it's getting close to the weekend, luckily.
