Emotions are confusing

Glad I'm finally going to get fitting help from a psychotherapist. Sad that the psychologist who did my intake can't be the one to help me, because he seemed like a decent guy to talk to and actually fucking listened. Super excited that I online thrifted my THIRD Nirvana shirt, a camo T-shirt that looks like Andre Kriegman's and a Detroit Lions Matthew Stafford T-shirt. Worried that I'm going to look like a jock in my Matthew Stafford T-shirt. Frustrated that I can't just enjoy clothes without worrying if they're not goth enough. Annoyed that I'm thinking about this shit when I should be busy with schoolwork. DOUBLE ANNOYED that I need to do schoolwork!!!