I'm so fucking ANGRY

I was feeling pretty decent today. My to-do list is slowly getting smaller and smaller and my mentor teacher even complimented me on how much I've been doing, especially considering I've been sick for a while. But then I found out that all the Last School Day activities got cancelled, because God forbid we students get to have any fucking fun!!! At first it wasn't going to be allowed because previous years shit has hit the fan and people were doing drugs and shit, but then they allowed us to make plans if we worked together with the school staff. But now, just more than a week before the activities, they suddenly changed their minds and banned activities. No charity day anymore. No LSD activities anymore. The ONLY fun things about school have been getting cancelled. Only the stupid, aggravating shit remains. They haven't been working towards stopping the bullying at school, but of course their time and effort has to be directed towards cancelling fun activities for students. Fucking cocksuckers. I hate the staff at my school. I hate my school. Death to all, etc, etc.

Anyway... now all I have left is this stupid damn prom that I wasn't even excited for and now fucking LOATHE. But I paid for it already and I don't think they do refunds. But God... a whole night of partying with the douchebags from school... Shoot me now... Or them... Whatever gets me to not have to hang out with those stupid people. I hate the people at my school. And yes, my comrades will be there too, but I don't even really care. Last Christmas I also decided to go to the Christmas party at school. Paid for hours of my life that I'm not getting back. GOD, that night sucked, even though there were fun people there. It just wasn't enough to save that night. And no one's asked me to prom, of course. I'm just going to hang out there with my comrades. Oh well... Guess I'll make my prom outfit super aggressive and not party-like, so that the bastards from my school will stay away from me... God, I really don't want to go anymore, but I will hate myself if I don't go now that I already spent ten bucks on this shit...

I hate this school. I hate this world.