Still alive (unfortunately)

Long time no talk. Not much has happened since I last posted here. Had my first session with my psychologist. She's not as bad as I expected her to be (I generally hate psychologists). I have my next session with her tomorrow. Aside from that, everything's been fine. Except for when it hasn't been. Sometimes I just get insanely sad and nervous and depressed for no good reason. Even when everything's technically fine, I still want to disappear...

Anyway, today I tried a Monster flavor I haven't had before, Nitro Super Dry. It's not my favorite, but it's alright. Also recorded a new video for my YouTube channel. Still have to edit it, but at least it's something to keep me busy with when I'm not reading The Shards or studying. Could use a little distraction...