What's even real anymore?

My working days and dreams blend into one fucking nightmare. I hate it.

In funnier news, yesterday some elderly woman (I think around age 80) came to bring stuff to our thrift store (where I work) and it was mostly normal stuff, but after she left, I unzipped a disc container, thinking it might have some CDs in it. But no. The thing was full of PORN DVDS. I was so fucking caught off-guard, haha. Wild shit.

Last weekend I hung out outside with comrades, but some small kid saw me get my Lego Ninjago trading cards out of my bag and he wanted to see them, so I told him he could, but then he said he wanted all my shiny cards, so I told him no (dude had the audacity to go "but you already have so many other cards"), but he kept being annoying, so eventually when he asked if he could have one card, I agreed. Then he bothered me for a bit because he couldn't fucking pick one. Now, this is kind of things coming full circle because I started my Pokémon card collection by asking a classmate if I could please have a card when I was a kid, so now I'm returning the favor, but JESUS, this kid was annoying. His parents should've worn protection. I hate kids who beg. Go buy your own fucking cards, man, I'm not going to give you all of mine. But aside from that, the hanging out was fun. We hung out on a playground, so I just ran around and went on the swings and shit. Maybe I can hang out with people again this weekend, or something, but I don't know yet. I'm already greatful I don't have work today...

But yeah, that's mostly all for my little life. Also got my hands on a Kodak digital camera, but I don't know if it works yet. I hope so.

I'm bored, lol

    Last beverage: Monster Energy Mango Loco.
    Last phone call: Coworker.
    Last song you listened to: Listening to I Just Wanna Live by Good Charlotte as I'm typing this.
    Zodiac sign: Taurus.
    Height: 5'6".
    What are your three favorite colors: Red, purple and blue. (Black, white and gray don't count. :P)
    Piercings: None and not interested.
    Tattoos: None and not interested.
    First school: Wouldn't you like to know?
    Believe in luck? No.
    Believe in love at first sight: No.
    Believe in Heaven: Unfortunately, yes. I personally just want to disappear into the void, though.
    Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yep...
    Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight? Yep...
    Did you ever fail a driver’s test? No, because I've never done one. I'm currently not interested in getting a driver's licence.
    What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of? I think I'd always get tired of it sooner or later, but I do eat the same cereal every morning, so does that count?
    Last thing you spent money on? Books, movies and a video game I found at work.
    Do you like the snow? It's my favorite type of weather. Alongside thunderstorms, I guess.
    Do you like the outside? Yeah, mostly the woods with no humans around.
    What makes you happy? Haha.
    Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? All the time.
    Ever been outside your home country? Yes, many times.
    Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? I think the longest I've been on the road was over ten hours. Maybe 11 or 12 hours in a row. So yep.
    Are you afraid of the dark? No.
    Do you believe in true love? I mean, not really? I think you can develop deep love for someone, but I think it's not this mystical thing people make it up to be.
    Do you wear make-up? Nope. I'm a guy. [throws football out of the window of my truck while drinking a Bud Light]
    How many windows are open on your computer? Three.
    Who last texted you? Ad.
    Who did you last text? Ad.
    What are you craving right now? The sweet release of death, maybe?
    Would you live with someone without marrying them? Totally.
    What’s irritating you right now? Life.
    Do you want any pets: I have my fish Devon and I'm content with him. :] Maybe in the future I'd like a rabbit, or something.
    Do you want to change your name: I like being called Derick.
    Lost glasses/contacts: I don't use either.
    Been arrested: Nope.
    Milk chocolate or white chocolate? Both, but milk more, I think.
    Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl, obviously!
    Do you type fast? Neither really fast or really slow, I guess.
    Do you sing in the shower? Yep...
    Have you dated someone twice: No.
    Moved out of town: I moved places when I was two years old, and that's it.
    Where is your favorite place on earth? I don't know.
    What’s your favorite thing about yourself? That I'm pretty good at making people slightly uncomfortable.
    Something you hate to do? My JOB.
    What would be the best gift ever? I think art from comrades, because that's something I can't just buy in a store myself.
    Do you wish on shooting stars? Not anymore.

And another one

A - Age?: 21.


B - Best Friend?: Adrian, Reb, Thalia and Nathan, I think?


C - Car You Drive?: I don't drive.


D - Day or Night?: Night.


E - Easiest Person To Talk To?: My friend Reb, if he's ever online, lol. (Come back, dude.)


F - Food (Favorite)?: Cauliflower with cheese sauce.


G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms?: Bears.


H - Hair Color?: Dark blond (my natural color).


I - Ice Cream (Favorite)?: I like basically anything to do with cookies.


J - Juice (Favorite)?: Apple juice. B]


K - Kids (Do You Have Any)?: Fortunately, I do not.


L - Longest Relationship?: Whatever you want to call what Ad and me have going on, we've been at it for over eight months.


M - Movie Last Watched?: Joker (2019).


N - Name?: Derick.


O - Outgoing?: I'm pretty introverted, but I do like doing shit with friends regularly.


P - Pizza Toppings (Favorite)?: Probably with them fucking mushroomsss.


Q - Quote (Favorite)?: I don't know right now.


R - Right-Handed or Left-Handed?: Lefty.


S - Season (Favorite)?: Look at my username and take an educated guess.


T - TV Show Last Watched?: De Avondshow met Arjen Lubach.


U - University (Did You Go)?: I plan on going in the future.


V - Vacation (Last one err whatever)?: Last one was to Germany years ago.


W - Worst Habit?: Breathing.


X - X-Rays (Ever Had Any)?: Had multiple for the braces I've had.


Y - Year You Were Born?: 2003.


Z - Zodiac Sign?: Taurus.