Sometimes I just hate everyone

I was already trying to process what Adrian said to me earlier and then I see someone in the groupchat having a barbecue, so I jokingly ask if I can have some, and then another person tells me to come over. Apparently there's a whole barabecue party going on. I said I would've come, had I been invited earlier, but now my mother is counting on me for dinner already. One person told me to tell my mother "fuck you" and go anyway. How about you just invite me earlier rather than when the party's already started? I was already having FOMO and then they also started making fun of me for not being there. I fucking hate them. I fucking hate everyone. Fuck you. Fuck you for not inviting me.