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Still alive
Oct. 9th, 2025 12:44 amUni life has been... something. My emotions seem to mostly cycle between being depressed, being exhausted, and feeling nothing because I'm too busy with homework to... feel. I've been wanting to update my social media, but I just haven't really had the time. I do have SOME free time, but that's mostly spent on meeting up with comrades or sleeping.
In case you're wondering why the Hell I'm updating my Dreamwidth at night in the middle of the week, it's because tonight I'm going to pull an all-nighter and sleep when I get back from my classes. Yeah, you heard that right. ME. NOT SLEEPING. I'm sure that'll go well... The latest I've ever gone to sleep is 9 am, I believe, so now I need to be able to push it to around 2 pm. :P It's not like I'm doing this for the fun of it. But I've been working on homework for about six hours today and I still have to watch a movie and read 40+ pages before tomorrow. And yes, that is after most of the homework for tomorrow has been finished already. I could go to bed for a shorter amount of time, but I know myself too well for that. I would barely or not at all have the strength to get out of bed when I'm still that tired, so skipping sleep somehow seems more logical. I think I'll take some 30-minute naps on the couch now and then, but that's fine because the couch isn't as warm and comfortable as my bed, so it'll be easier to get up again.
At least the movie I have to watch is one that I've been meaning to watch before I knew it was part of my homework. It's Dr. Strangelove from Stanley Kubrick. Kind of looking forward to watching the movie, but the thought that I should still read 40+ pages after that is haunting me. Oh well...
Also, we had to write essays and tomorrow we're going to peer review each other's. I'm sorry to the person who has to listen to my criticism and make sense of it after I haven't slept. :P
Okay, I should probably stop talking about sleeping, because it's making me sleepy. Just about thirteen more hours and then I can sleep so freaking long. It'll be awesome. B]
In case you're wondering why the Hell I'm updating my Dreamwidth at night in the middle of the week, it's because tonight I'm going to pull an all-nighter and sleep when I get back from my classes. Yeah, you heard that right. ME. NOT SLEEPING. I'm sure that'll go well... The latest I've ever gone to sleep is 9 am, I believe, so now I need to be able to push it to around 2 pm. :P It's not like I'm doing this for the fun of it. But I've been working on homework for about six hours today and I still have to watch a movie and read 40+ pages before tomorrow. And yes, that is after most of the homework for tomorrow has been finished already. I could go to bed for a shorter amount of time, but I know myself too well for that. I would barely or not at all have the strength to get out of bed when I'm still that tired, so skipping sleep somehow seems more logical. I think I'll take some 30-minute naps on the couch now and then, but that's fine because the couch isn't as warm and comfortable as my bed, so it'll be easier to get up again.
At least the movie I have to watch is one that I've been meaning to watch before I knew it was part of my homework. It's Dr. Strangelove from Stanley Kubrick. Kind of looking forward to watching the movie, but the thought that I should still read 40+ pages after that is haunting me. Oh well...
Also, we had to write essays and tomorrow we're going to peer review each other's. I'm sorry to the person who has to listen to my criticism and make sense of it after I haven't slept. :P
Okay, I should probably stop talking about sleeping, because it's making me sleepy. Just about thirteen more hours and then I can sleep so freaking long. It'll be awesome. B]
