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Tues blues
May. 14th, 2024 11:34 amMay 14th. Tomorrow I have my first final exam. Time has been moving like fucking crazy lately.
I haven't been doing all too well the past few days, I guess. Ad says it might be stress from my final exams. I think he might be right. Partially. Although I hate high school, I find it hard to imagine life past it. I don't feel motivated to do anything after high school. Get a job? Go to university? I'd probably rather fucking die. I don't really have aspirations for life anymore, except for just being together with Ad in person and having fun with him. That fucker keeps me going and I'm really glad to have him in my life, but I am worried about how people are already asking me what job I want to apply for. Genuinely fuck off. When I finish high school, I might just need to hibernate until September, LOL.
In better news, the schedule for the NFL season will finally drop tomorrow (or, well, 2 am the day after for me, lol). I've really been looking forward to it. Football's just one of those silly things in life that you can pour your emotions into while not being that deep because it's just a game where men jump on top of each other over a fucking ball. It's just nice when you want to get your mind off of real world things. I'll definitely follow the Lions coming season, and maybe I'll also follow the Broncos if I feel like it. Don't know how busy my life will get the next few months, since I can't really visualize that time in my head well yet.
Anyway, I'll also update you people some more on the Eurovision drama, in case you care about it. Joost Klein got disqualified because he reached out to the camera of the woman that was harassing him (and that pussy-ass bitch even got offered psychological help over it; what a fucking joke), but the Israeli broadcasters incited violence against Ireland's artist multiple times, but Israel wasn't kicked out. Why? Because EBU is sucking Israel's dick for some reason. It's so fucking weird. Shit like this makes me so angry. Broadcasters endangering the lives of artists at Eurovision... And then not even getting punished for it... Shoutout to Bambi Thug for speaking out about Israel's bullshit against them, and even openly saying "Fuck the EBU!". I couldn't agree more. I hope the EBU gets in deep shit and management changes, because this is ridiculous.
I haven't been doing all too well the past few days, I guess. Ad says it might be stress from my final exams. I think he might be right. Partially. Although I hate high school, I find it hard to imagine life past it. I don't feel motivated to do anything after high school. Get a job? Go to university? I'd probably rather fucking die. I don't really have aspirations for life anymore, except for just being together with Ad in person and having fun with him. That fucker keeps me going and I'm really glad to have him in my life, but I am worried about how people are already asking me what job I want to apply for. Genuinely fuck off. When I finish high school, I might just need to hibernate until September, LOL.
In better news, the schedule for the NFL season will finally drop tomorrow (or, well, 2 am the day after for me, lol). I've really been looking forward to it. Football's just one of those silly things in life that you can pour your emotions into while not being that deep because it's just a game where men jump on top of each other over a fucking ball. It's just nice when you want to get your mind off of real world things. I'll definitely follow the Lions coming season, and maybe I'll also follow the Broncos if I feel like it. Don't know how busy my life will get the next few months, since I can't really visualize that time in my head well yet.
Anyway, I'll also update you people some more on the Eurovision drama, in case you care about it. Joost Klein got disqualified because he reached out to the camera of the woman that was harassing him (and that pussy-ass bitch even got offered psychological help over it; what a fucking joke), but the Israeli broadcasters incited violence against Ireland's artist multiple times, but Israel wasn't kicked out. Why? Because EBU is sucking Israel's dick for some reason. It's so fucking weird. Shit like this makes me so angry. Broadcasters endangering the lives of artists at Eurovision... And then not even getting punished for it... Shoutout to Bambi Thug for speaking out about Israel's bullshit against them, and even openly saying "Fuck the EBU!". I couldn't agree more. I hope the EBU gets in deep shit and management changes, because this is ridiculous.
