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I haven't written here in a while. I don't know if anyone even reads this anymore. Not sure I care anymore.
The past few days have been relatively meh. My birthday was just like a lot of other days: pretty bad. But what else do you expect with my family? My birthday party together with Sam was... alright, I guess. I don't know. I had fun at the Freedom Festival on the 5th, but aside from that things have been pretty meh. When I don't hang out with people, I miss the social interaction, but when I do hang around people, I usually get depressed from the repetitiveness of it. Same spots, same activities, same jokes. It's all just the same. I fucking hate it.
I want to hang out more with Jari, but he's constantly busy with other stuff, and I want to hang out more with Sven, but I don't think he really likes me or any of us very much. I don't know.
It's just lonely, I guess. It sucks to feel lonely in the hollowness of the interactions with others that have become so static.
The past few days have been relatively meh. My birthday was just like a lot of other days: pretty bad. But what else do you expect with my family? My birthday party together with Sam was... alright, I guess. I don't know. I had fun at the Freedom Festival on the 5th, but aside from that things have been pretty meh. When I don't hang out with people, I miss the social interaction, but when I do hang around people, I usually get depressed from the repetitiveness of it. Same spots, same activities, same jokes. It's all just the same. I fucking hate it.
I want to hang out more with Jari, but he's constantly busy with other stuff, and I want to hang out more with Sven, but I don't think he really likes me or any of us very much. I don't know.
It's just lonely, I guess. It sucks to feel lonely in the hollowness of the interactions with others that have become so static.
