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I haven't posted in here in a while. I have to keep my laptop online now anyway because I'm uploading a file with it, so I thought I might as well type out an entry on here in the meantime.
The reason I haven't been online much is now that I have a job for multiple days a week, I don't feel much like having social interaction on my days off. I might text Adrian or my comrades every now and again, but I haven't really been going outside or going on social media. I'm pretty tired of humans.
I don't really like my job, but it is what it is, I guess. At least I work at a thrift store and get big discounts on cool stuff. I also found a blank bullet at work a few days ago. I know it's stupid, but it almost feels like a sign for me to take up shooting. I've been thinking about it, especially since my psychologist said I should find a sport, but I guess that the blank bullet reminded me how cool I find weapons and how much I actually want to join a shooting club. Shooting isn't much of a sport-sport, though, so I hope my psychologist will still think it's good enough, but no clue. I'll try to get in touch with my local shooting club soon.
Aside from work, not much has been happening. Today I cleaned Devon's aquarium, and he seems to get more and more comfortable around my hand every time. Maybe soon I'll be able to pet him like my mother, but I don't want to push him if he's scared.
Tomorrow I might hang out with comrades to draw and play board/card games, so that's cool. That's another thing my psychologist wants me to do. Hang out with my comrades at least once a week. I don't feel like it much, but she said that's not the point. I just need to do it, and the enjoyment will come later. I hope she's right. Social interaction is exhausting.
The reason I haven't been online much is now that I have a job for multiple days a week, I don't feel much like having social interaction on my days off. I might text Adrian or my comrades every now and again, but I haven't really been going outside or going on social media. I'm pretty tired of humans.
I don't really like my job, but it is what it is, I guess. At least I work at a thrift store and get big discounts on cool stuff. I also found a blank bullet at work a few days ago. I know it's stupid, but it almost feels like a sign for me to take up shooting. I've been thinking about it, especially since my psychologist said I should find a sport, but I guess that the blank bullet reminded me how cool I find weapons and how much I actually want to join a shooting club. Shooting isn't much of a sport-sport, though, so I hope my psychologist will still think it's good enough, but no clue. I'll try to get in touch with my local shooting club soon.
Aside from work, not much has been happening. Today I cleaned Devon's aquarium, and he seems to get more and more comfortable around my hand every time. Maybe soon I'll be able to pet him like my mother, but I don't want to push him if he's scared.
Tomorrow I might hang out with comrades to draw and play board/card games, so that's cool. That's another thing my psychologist wants me to do. Hang out with my comrades at least once a week. I don't feel like it much, but she said that's not the point. I just need to do it, and the enjoyment will come later. I hope she's right. Social interaction is exhausting.
