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Today I hung out with Yori, and that was really fun. Found a jack-o'-lantern plushie which I bought, and I bought The Fault In Our Stars second-hand. Unfortunately couldn't find I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy, but I guess I'll find it sometime. I also bought some cheap fake Lego thing that I
was supposed to build a person in a tiger onesie with, but I couldn't figure the instructions out, so I just fucked around with the bricks in the library. Also bought stickers from a store who I can promise did NOT get the licenses to use/sell this art. (It was also a wild combination of stickers, because it had Rick & Morty, corgis, Gossip Girl and "future nurse" stickers, just to name a few.) Also put lyrics of Dogma by KMFDM on my sketchbook with Yori's Posca markers, which turned out quite nice.
However, Yori also got in contact with William Hellfire. I was so baffled and ecstatic about it. He made a movie called Duck! The Carbine High Massacre, which has been one of my favorite movies since I watched it. Yori knows about Hellfire because I introduced them to that movie. I've also watched another one of Hellfire's movies, a PORN movie, just because I really wanted to see more of Joey Smack and William Hellfire's acting. I'm obviously a big fan of the two, so I said that maybe I'll try to get in contact with Hellfire too, but Yori said that might not be a good idea because they don't want him to get spammed. And I get that they probably mean well, but like... I was the one that introduced them. I have loved this artist for longer, and their art is extremely important to me, probably more important than it is to Yori themselves, so to be told that I maybe shouldn't reach out kind of hurt, you know? Like, him liking one of my Letterboxd reviews on one of his movies already made me so excited, but the idea of getting to talk to him? The man who, 25 years ago, made one of my favorite movies? That'd be insanely cool. But now Yori made me feel like I'm not "fan enough" or something. I know they didn't mean to, but it still hurts... I think I still will reach out to him eventually. Hellfire's sending Yori some of his music that was no longer available online, and we'll probably listen to some of his music together sometime, but I definitely want to let him know what I think of his music and explain to him just how much that one silly movie he worked on 25 years ago means to me. I feel like I deserve to talk to him. Not any less than Yori, at least. I know I shouldn't be bothered by this, but I get hung up over small, stupid stuff like this. Blame the disorders, I guess.
was supposed to build a person in a tiger onesie with, but I couldn't figure the instructions out, so I just fucked around with the bricks in the library. Also bought stickers from a store who I can promise did NOT get the licenses to use/sell this art. (It was also a wild combination of stickers, because it had Rick & Morty, corgis, Gossip Girl and "future nurse" stickers, just to name a few.) Also put lyrics of Dogma by KMFDM on my sketchbook with Yori's Posca markers, which turned out quite nice.
However, Yori also got in contact with William Hellfire. I was so baffled and ecstatic about it. He made a movie called Duck! The Carbine High Massacre, which has been one of my favorite movies since I watched it. Yori knows about Hellfire because I introduced them to that movie. I've also watched another one of Hellfire's movies, a PORN movie, just because I really wanted to see more of Joey Smack and William Hellfire's acting. I'm obviously a big fan of the two, so I said that maybe I'll try to get in contact with Hellfire too, but Yori said that might not be a good idea because they don't want him to get spammed. And I get that they probably mean well, but like... I was the one that introduced them. I have loved this artist for longer, and their art is extremely important to me, probably more important than it is to Yori themselves, so to be told that I maybe shouldn't reach out kind of hurt, you know? Like, him liking one of my Letterboxd reviews on one of his movies already made me so excited, but the idea of getting to talk to him? The man who, 25 years ago, made one of my favorite movies? That'd be insanely cool. But now Yori made me feel like I'm not "fan enough" or something. I know they didn't mean to, but it still hurts... I think I still will reach out to him eventually. Hellfire's sending Yori some of his music that was no longer available online, and we'll probably listen to some of his music together sometime, but I definitely want to let him know what I think of his music and explain to him just how much that one silly movie he worked on 25 years ago means to me. I feel like I deserve to talk to him. Not any less than Yori, at least. I know I shouldn't be bothered by this, but I get hung up over small, stupid stuff like this. Blame the disorders, I guess.
