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So the Super Bowl was... weird. I've never seen the Chiefs play that bad. It was kind of embarrassing. But the Eagles seemed really happy, as did their coach, so you know, I don't really mind. I don't have a dog in this fight, as a Lions supporter. Also REALLY liked the half-time show. I didn't really listen to Kendrick Lamar much before, but I like his stuff. I didn't think the show was musically very amazing, but I liked the additude. It just seemed a bit rebellious, knowing Trump was in the audience. Talking about how a lot of people don't fuck with his music because it's "too ghetto". Will say it's so retarded and childish to perform a fucking disstrack during a football half-time show. Dude, time and place. Looks petty.
Aside from that, I've mostly just been kind of depressed and playing games the past week. I also played Habbo a few times and I got a lot of free stuff from other players, so that's really cool! Even some rare items. Origins players are something else, truly.
Went to my psychologist on Thursday, which was nice. Not much to comment on.
Then yesterday I got together with other alternative people for this meet-up, and it was kind of ass. I had too high expectations, I guess. They weren't mean people, or anything, but just not really my scene. I was expecting to go walking around with some emos, but it was mostly just metalheads who wanted to sit around in the city to listen to music, drink Monster and smoke cigarettes. We did go to two stores, but for the most time we weren't really doing much, and that shit bores me. Eventually we all went to this guy's house, but there we also just sat on the limited amount of chairs on the broken fucking balcony and people were talking about the concerts they've been to while listening to metal and smoking cigs and weed. I just have nothing to bring to a conversation or situation like that, you know? Eventually Sam and I left while I didn't even know people's names (we hadn't really introduced ourselves) and we went on to play Uno and Trivial Pursuit at my house, which I guess was a bit nicer, but we were both really fucking tired, and I just napped as soon as Sam went home.
Today I'm still tired. I have dark circles below my eyes despite sleeping fine. I have a headache. The back of my tongue kind of hurts. Yep, I might be getting sick. I was already so surprised that there has been a flu epidemic and a rise in COVID-19 cases and so many of my comrades have been sick lately while I've been fine, but it seems that I might be getting sick now too. I hope not... Warmer weather is coming and I want to hang out outside with my friends. Welp, let's hope... For now, I first want to hang out in my dreams, though. God, I can't stop being exhausted.
Aside from that, I've mostly just been kind of depressed and playing games the past week. I also played Habbo a few times and I got a lot of free stuff from other players, so that's really cool! Even some rare items. Origins players are something else, truly.
Went to my psychologist on Thursday, which was nice. Not much to comment on.
Then yesterday I got together with other alternative people for this meet-up, and it was kind of ass. I had too high expectations, I guess. They weren't mean people, or anything, but just not really my scene. I was expecting to go walking around with some emos, but it was mostly just metalheads who wanted to sit around in the city to listen to music, drink Monster and smoke cigarettes. We did go to two stores, but for the most time we weren't really doing much, and that shit bores me. Eventually we all went to this guy's house, but there we also just sat on the limited amount of chairs on the broken fucking balcony and people were talking about the concerts they've been to while listening to metal and smoking cigs and weed. I just have nothing to bring to a conversation or situation like that, you know? Eventually Sam and I left while I didn't even know people's names (we hadn't really introduced ourselves) and we went on to play Uno and Trivial Pursuit at my house, which I guess was a bit nicer, but we were both really fucking tired, and I just napped as soon as Sam went home.
Today I'm still tired. I have dark circles below my eyes despite sleeping fine. I have a headache. The back of my tongue kind of hurts. Yep, I might be getting sick. I was already so surprised that there has been a flu epidemic and a rise in COVID-19 cases and so many of my comrades have been sick lately while I've been fine, but it seems that I might be getting sick now too. I hope not... Warmer weather is coming and I want to hang out outside with my friends. Welp, let's hope... For now, I first want to hang out in my dreams, though. God, I can't stop being exhausted.
