Cleaning

[winterizer]

I've been cleaning again. I know that sounds very normal, but I grew up as a hoarder with my mother, who is also a hoarder. As a kid I never cleaned my room because I was never taught how, and I grew up starting to believe the idea that I'd never be able to have anyone over, let alone show them my room. And although I'm still far from inviting people into my room, I'm finally committing to cleaning for extended periods of time. Start with the small things and then moving to the bigger things. I'm starting to slowly but surely notice some change and it is making me so fucking proud and excited. I still have a long way to go, but I am at least heading towards my goal now and not just standing by hopelessly. There are some struggles, though. For example, I have no idea where I should put my mouse and keyboard when I'm not using them. I don't really have space left for them anymore. :P It would be so cool to just have a seperate set-up for my laptop that isn't just my regular desk... But I have no room for that. Maybe when I have my own place. I did find back a cool Neopets mousemat that I'm using now.

Also, I had the Japanese pineapple Fanta a few days ago and guess what? That one sucks TOO. :P Oh well.